FourZeros

18 days until me and Gemma will have been together for a year, honestly can’t believe it! Where has all the time gone?! All those years ago when I first saw her, never did I think I’d someday be so ridiculously in love with her, but I’m so unbelievably happy that we ended up together and I got to find out what an amazing person she is.

So much has happened in the last year. All the good times: our first date, first kiss, first weekend away, first gig, first time we said I love you <3 our first everything! All the late nights staying up talking and watching TV shows full of food(when Gemma could stay awake!) nights out at friends, being so happy at getting to introduce her as my girlfriend, it still gives me butterflies to this day.

But of course there’s the bad times as well. Living in Aberdeen when we first got together was hard, not getting to spend every minute together like you usually do at the start of a relationship, but I think that made us appreciate being together so much more. And Gemma being ill and in hospital, it was actually one of the scariest things I’ve ever went through. She was in so much pain and I was helpless, there was nothing I could do. I wish she’d never had to suffer through it but I think being there with her, and being there over the past few months that she’s still had her flare up has brought us so much closer together. I really wouldn’t change anything we’ve been through. I can’t wait to find out what the future holds for us and that Gemma finally starts feeling better for good. All I know is, as long as I’m with her, then the future will be incredible.

We’re going away to Aberdeen in a couple of weeks to celebrate and I honestly can’t wait! I despise having to wait and try to be patient, but I know it’ll be well worth the wait.

Shes the girl I want to fall asleep with every night and wake up next to every morning(wether she thinks shes getting her own room or not!) She’s the most amazing, kind, caring, funny, beautiful and perfect girl I’ve ever known, and I don’t know how or why, but she chose me, and I’m never going to let her go. I’m sure we’ll have more hard times ahead, but the good times will easily make them seem like nothing and we’ll get through it all together.

And all soppy chessyness aside….she is also AMAZING in bed, AND brings me Peanut Butter KitKat Chunkys, I’m the luckiest guy in the world :)